What if the only reason I cannot rememberIs that I do not want to?
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Sunday, July 05, 2009

It keeps me awake tonight

 
My last activity, before leaving for Singapore, was to spar with my friend Jade.

I attended church today. And I found it very different from church in London. I find that there's not enough celebration or respect for God in my church. Yet I know I am in no right to judge. Afterall, i just been back.

I had a class gathering on Saturday. It was great meeting up with old friends, and trying to rcall what they did. so here's the photograph.



One of my friends is getting married soon. Then it dawned on me-- I am getting old. I am twenty-three years of age. I will be working for real, and handling my own bills and responsiblities by myself soon. On top of that, my friends tease me about having no girlfriend. Despite their good-natured jesting, it does make me worry about the future. And it keeps me awake at night.

It's especially ironic, because when I decided to be single for the time being, the more I am tempted to not be. And the more independent I am, the more useless I feel.

Yet I know I believe and have a God who cares about me, and that whatever happens, tomorrow is in his hands.

Memories 2-- New Word Alive

In April, I travelled to Wales for a Christian conference. I was quite shocked that I was ignorant about so many aspects about Christianity-- about Jesus, salvation, church and many more. But there was great teaching, and I was greatful for that. And I got to hangout with my Christian Union friends for a week!
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